Hey pple!

I stopped blogging for a while cos am (still) busy mugging for exam everyday. haha~ Everyone jiayou too! :D

I received some concern messages from friends regarding my 12 Nov's 2nd post. hehe~ Thanks for those who msned me. Well... wat I said it's for the past. Now, I cannot be any happier. Really. haha~ With close fren surrounded me, freedom, closer r/s with fren and family etc. These are things tt pple usually neglected when they are in a relationship. Luckily, true fren do wait and family is always there for you. Things seems to be even more beautiful when you are not 'blind'.

Though love is sweet but have to find the right person for it. A lover has to be ur soul mate as well! In many relationship(some of my past ones), lover isn't really soul mate. That's y it doesn't last. haha~

Anyway, singles should patiently wait, dun rush ya. :)

JJ sent me this link --> http://mylittlenewhope2.blogspot.com/

Thanks... :)

It's long but do read. :)

A confirmation conclusion from the above link. Wife is always the prettiest though a bit naggy cos they really care. And the other woman is always ugly but appeared perfect to the blind man cos they fake perfect. They are actually ugly inside out. haha~

So guys, LOOK carefully or u will regret.

Saw Felicia Chin and Dasmond Koh today. They came to Arts Canteen to film for some tv programme which seems to be food related(??). Piling n I were hiding behind the pillar. We were sitting quite close to them (not by choice... haha~).

And Felicia Chin definitely stood out in the crowd with the makeup and hairdo. Someone told me before it will be a gift if you are born pretty aka natural beauty. But if you are not, it's still not the end of the world. A not-so-pretty gal can makeup and outwin the gal who is born pretty. haha~

Guess it's true. Makeup enhanced ur looks. And people who used to makeup will not want to go without makeup again. That is the power of it.

hmm... Think I will have to learn how to makeup after exam. hehe~

I was rushing for tuition on Sat. Walked past the toilet and saw a Yr 1 gal crying outside the toilet. She was on the phone. It was that kind of crying tt is uncontrollable. I did not ask her wat'd happened. Cos if I were her, I might not want people to talk to me at the moment.

Hope nothing really bad had happened to her. It's the first time I saw an adult cried until like tt. I say adult because kids always cry. haha~ Saw before little kids cried until as if it's the end of the world. They have been through so young, still couldn't handle their emotions well.

Seeing her, make me think of my past when I was Yr 1. Except tt I was much stronger. I chose to cry silently(at least I as quiet as I can) to bed cos I shared a rm with Shinney last time. hehe~ I do like Shinney but there were a lot of things I chose not to say. But the swollen eyes gave me away, she knew I were crying but didn't ask as well. Until I finally told her one day. It's not easy. But I chose to isolate myself from my loved ones for tt moment until I am strong enough to face them again.

But after some time, things will become less significant. Time really healed. The world still evolved, nothing stopped for you. So it will be smart to move on faster cos you HAVE to move on eventually no matter wat...

I was waiting for bus no. 151 to take me bk school just now. And it took long as usual. haha~ I'm a bit impatient, hate to wait. :P

Then I saw this -->

It all started with viewing of MTV from Mel's lappy.

Then we(Mel, Wayne, Shin and me) started to search for more MTV from youtube.

Then we started singing non-stop for 4 hrs(12mn to 4am) in Mel's room! With just a bottle of water(which I brought from my room, just next door) and electric supply from hall.

Tangible cost = ~$0.

We sang until the owner (Mel) of the rm started dozing off. haha~

Think the next time we will to sing again, will have to be after exam le. Looking forward to go for the next K session. haha~

Gotta miss the times of being able to keep awake with fren until 4am! This is only possible(ad hoc) when u stay in hall. No one complained... At least for ytd... haha~ Other pple were probably having their own room sessions. haha~

想通了! :D

It's all in my mind. All about how well I can convince myself. And I'm convinced. :)

Sometime I get a little upset over myself and over a lot of 'minor' things added up altogether.

1) The limitation I faced, in term of the abilities to do things. I can only work hard if I wasn't good at something, telling myself tt I'm at my best already. Gd job, no matter wat's the outcome. But at the end of the day, I still feel lousy for not doing well.

2) Friendship/Relationship. It's fragile. People are not forgiving. Something once done, cannot be undone. It's irreversible. Regret will only make ones more depressed, especially when things do not change much and life still has to go on.

3) The thought of having to change even if u do not want to, like leaving the place/people that u are familar. But people have to move on and grow up!

4) Bad day. Together with the above. It's worsen when 'bad' things hit you on ur already "bad-enough" days. Things like raining and u forgot to bring an umbrella. And started blaming urself for being forgetful again.

Yes, I'm feeling a bit depressed today. But who doesn't feeling depressed sometime?

Sleep n forget! And start a new day again. :D